It's been about 2 months since I moved from Hoboken to Boulder. I knew I was unhappy in Hoboken, working at my current job, unfulfilled by my weekend activities. Maybe I was naive in thinking that finding fulfillment would be as easy as moving to another city.
Now that I'm here and have settled into a routine, I've realized how much I took home for granted. The easy access to high quality Chinese food, well curated museums, close family and friends, I miss it all terribly. I traded them for mountain views, hikes, and Coloradan lax attitude. It was all great at first, went hiking as often as possible, ate my way through all the vegetarian/vegan/gluten free restaurants, and then it lost its novelty. I became less enthused and a growing emptiness replaced my excitement. The loneliness is overwhelming and resounding.
I hope it gets betters, everyone says it'll get better. I keep thinking I made a regrettable decision with each passing day.